Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Happy It's Fall

Normally, you would never hear me say that. I love summer, I hate cold weather. But I am just ready for a change. This summer didn't bring me any good new. . . so maybe the fall will. All I know is I am ready.
Also, sorry I haven't posted it awhile. I have just been kind of inside of my head. One day I feel sad, the next I am okay. The sadness can come from anywhere, and it can come out of nowhere. So I have just been trying to keep myself busy.
I think I am ready to try again. However, my body is not there yet. It is the waiting game for AF to show again, and then charting all over again.
I've been trying to simplify my life as well, the meanless and pointless friendships I have had, I have decided to just let them fall by the wayside. I need people in my life at this point that support me. I have canceled my facebook profile for the time being, I can't deal with the pregnancy annoucements (especially the ones who, opps! it just happened). I need to focus on me, for the first time in my life, everyone else must take the backburner. I know I need to focus on myself and my feelings.

I will try to write more often. . .promise. :)